Words cannot describe, How i feel inside, A special day ment for you, That we should all be celebrating too. Altho the tears still fall, And the void cannot be filled, My memories of you , Will remain forever still. A love that ment the world, A smile that lit the room, my soul mate you will always be, watching down upon me. I will always miss you, Each an every second of every day, you ment the world, you always will, Happy Birthday Dean, we miss you! Lot & lots of love always Your Shell xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Merry Christmas Dean... not a day or a moment that goes by we all don't miss you. Will always love you an you will always be that one person that i will never forget. Won't ever forget your smile an laughter that you brought every day no matter what the day brought. I will always have you in my heart no matter what the future holds. I hope you celebrate in style up there an give my dad a big hug too. Until we meet again.... soar the skies.... an watch over us from above. Love always shell xxxxx

Happy Birthday for tomorrow Dean, so many years have passed already....your picture is still in pride of place for all to see, Nikita still has your photo in her room an we light a candle every year on the day you passed an your birthday to remember you. Christmas time we get a small bottle of Jack Daniels for you an place it by your picture....you will always be missed always.... not a day or a year that goes by that you wont be. You were amazing in every way and we will never forget that smile even when you were having a bad day, you always managed that huge smile. Happy Birthday Babe from me an the kids for tomorrow....make sure you celebrate up there. Love Shell & kids xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Hi Dean a yr has gone but you are not gone from our thoughts hope you with mum and dad we love and miss you Liz, Billy and boys xxxxx

1 year today honey.... you are missed than you ever thought you would be...your on our minds and in our hearts every day... Im sorry i havent written in a long time...so much has happened in one year... i have recently been in hospital with 3degree burns to my arm and hand and wasnt able to write..still having problems now. But u know what while in there i kept thinking if dean could get through what he did and still stay smiling then i can get through this.. We miss you and i still will never understand why they took you or will i ever forgive the hospital for taking your tooth out without checking facts first. You had so much more to give and so much life left to see it jus not fair you were taken so soon. I hope that your mum & dad are ok and your brother david too...i bet they all miss you terribly. My thoughts are with them today too. Rest in Pease babe... fly the heavens above and keep that sun shining with that amazing grin of yours. We all miss you so much! love always Your girl Shell xxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxx xxxxxx

Hiya babe, well it's your birthday today and you have been in my thoughts... it so hard to believe still that your not here to celebrate it as we should of been doing. We had so many plans of what we were going to do for this day but one sticks out in my mind so that is what i will do for you babe. I wish i could see that big smile on your face one last time instead of in my memories or in a picture, i wish i could say happy birthday to your face instead of in words on a screen to you, hoping that you know that i am thinking of you always and will never forget you! I wish i could hear your voice saying hyia babe, love you.......... and all the sayings that you use to come out with and made me laugh. So many things i miss but they all come down to one thing 'you'! You were and always will be a one of a kind and i wont ever forget you or ever stop thinking of you, you were and always will be a very important part of my life you made such an impact on all you touched and you will always be kept safe in my heart. I hope your souring the skies and flying to where ever you want to go, cus babe your free as a bird, so fly high my amazing man, untill we meet again i will cherish every moment and every memory and keep them in my heart safe untill we do! Happy Birthday babe! love your girl always, for eternity, shell xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

hiya babes, i think of you so often, and tho not many people realise it and time and days go by.......you will never leave my heart or soul. No matter what life brings you will always be right there with me in some way, some thought, or jus me thinking of you always. Lil things remind me of you, a saying an item or if something i see or hear on the radio......your always gonna be in my heart and thoughts. I know we talked bout after but it harder than it seems no matter what people think your always gonna be one of the most important parts of my life that i will never forget. I miss you everyday and i wish you were here still and that will never change, jus like i will always love you, no one could ever replace you, you were and always will be a one of kind. You will always be a big part of my heart and i will always miss you no matter what! nite babe, sweetdreams, i miss you & i will love you always! love always & for eternity your shell xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

hey babe, your always on my mind......no matter what life brings you will always be one of the most important things that i had & love. My heart will always miss you & my soul will never be the same without you. No matter how people are ........i will always remember jus how important you were and always will be to me ........& how much i miss you ............i'll always be your girl no matter what babe as that will never change!!! I always love you babe, & i'll always miss you!!! love your girl always & for eternity shell xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

hi dean just a note to say thinking of u bro xx we know u r smiling away with that cheeky smile of yours and having loads of fun with the angels xx keep smiling matex

This song (Jo Dee Messina - Heaven Was Needing A Hero) is from me to you my darling dean, i miss you so much, not many understand but like you use to say who cares what people think we know how we feel. And right now babe i need you cus i am missing you so much, i love you babe with all my heart i love you!!! I'll always be your girl babe! love your girl always & for eternity shell xxxxxxxxxx

hey babe, i miss you soo much, this day by day thing not working i miss you every moment every second every day & night. Nothing feels right anymmore without you! I have lost you & lost myself with you babes. I hope your flying high babe & i hope you got your boat too! I love you dean so much & i miss you babe! love your girl (i'll always be your girl) always & for eternity, your shell xxxxxxxxxx

hey babe, i miss you so much but you know that anyway. Went to see you today at the crem, broke my heart as reality kicked in that i cant be with you properly. I left you a pink rose babe, & a picture for you i drew to keep with you always! It hurts all the time that i cant, and there not a minute that goes by that i dont think of you there not a second that goes by that your not in my thorts. Babe i love you with all my heart & i miss you so much! Love your girl Always & for eternity, Shell xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

I wear your chain, around my neck, There it will stay, Till i take my las breath. Your name i will have, For those all to see, To show jus how much, You will always mean to me. Your texts & pictures, Do take pride of place, The smell on my pillow I make sure does stay. Nothing in this world will be, The same without you here with me, I love you more than words can say, This pain wont stop or go away. I'm missing you more & more each day, You were my dream & got taken away. I'll love you babe for eternity In time i'll be there, So wait for me! My babe, my guy, my love, my dean! I love you babe! love your girl always! shell xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Missing you! Dean its been a few weeks since you left us but it feels like years you made mum so happy and ment alot to me and niki although i never really told you how much, i thought we would have more time to say what needed to be said, you were the perfect match for mum and you became like a dad to me i should have told you that but i didnt want to let someone new into the family, as you have probley guessed im very protective of mum and niki but i would have gladly called you dad i used to love the times you would sit down with me and just talk, something i wasnt used to. Things dont feel right anymore without you around you became part of the family and part of our lives, you helped me alot of times you convinced mum to trust me more you were the reason she even let kayleigh stay over for the first time, you helped me with my college stuff and actualy took an interest in everything i did or wanted to do. I dont know if there is a heaven or hell but what i do know is if there is then you belong in heaven with the angels because you didnt have a bad bone in your body, nobody will ever be as perfect for mum as you were, shes lost without you but im looking after her dont worry about that il see you again one day but not anytime soon, ive got my own life to live and il enjoy every second of it just for you. We will never forget you dean dont beleive for a second that we could you were a one of a kind. Sleep now and be at peace :) xx Tony (shells son)

miss u so much little brother hope u have still got that lovely smile of yours and watching over your loved ones. miss our laughs we had. miss hearing u pull up in your car. cant believe your not here anymore but u will always be in our heads and hearts. lots of love david and sarah xxxxxx

you were my cuz and i will miss u even thow for mny years we havent talked i allways thought of u and how ur were getting on the regret i have is not keeping in touch may u rest in peace and i will never forgot u we will meet again soon till then good night sleep well ur cuz dai

Deano you will never know how much we all miss you i love you my best friend my brother fly where eagles dare and dont look back i will miss you forever thankyou for all the greatest memories night my friend my brother.

well babe, got a picture of you & me printed & put next to the one of you, jase & stokes that jase & ceri bought me. We look so happy in it, i wish we could of made more of these pics, but i have my memories that i will keep close. I told you once that i would never regret being with you, & i never will babe, cus you were & still are everything to me. People say in a few years that maybe i'll meet someone, my reply will always be the same... no one could ever measure up to you, not even make a scratch on you...there was only one guy for me & that was you & until i am with you, that is where my heart will stay ... with you! I miss you every day, i am trying babe like i promised you i would be strong, i am trying. It so hard to accept your gone, even know i know you arnt physically here you will always be with me, cus you've got my heart. I love you babe, & i miss you so much! Love you always, your girl shell xxxx

hiya babe, bet you smilingwere yesterday & saying yea man 2 all the people tha were there jus for u. Always argued with u tha u would have this babe, but u never would believe me, well u were wrong. I hope i did u proud, cus u made me proud jus being with u. How could i ever explain to people what we had in jus a short time we were together, how can i tell them how happy we were, they wouldnt understand. I wish i could explain.. to have something so special and so close everyday we had together from the moment i met u .. hated being away from u& now i have no choice but2 be& it killing me, cus i miss u so much. I couldnt say goodbye2 u yesterday i couldnt cus would be admitting tha yr gone and i cant do tha. Smiling 4 everyone else & tell them i'm coping when inside i feel like dying cus i lost my soulmate u, u will never know how much a part of me u were & no 1 will, i cry all the time for u cus your not here babe, & it so not fair! U were taken from me, we were so happy it not fair babe, we were going away tomorrow and u were so looking 4ward to it, i thought we would have longer, not for ever but longer. I cant say goodbye, i keep expecting u2 call over, text me "hiya babe, how r u? i love u babe!" i loved those texts & still have them, wont ever get rid of them, even got a new phone so dont lose these texts from u on another sim! How could i possibly explain to anyone how much i love you, how much i would of married u &how much want u back. Why doesnt anything feel right no more,& i look around and think what the point? Maybe it was jus a few mths to sum, but we had a lifetime of love within them, jus wanted more time.U were everything2 me & more! I love you babe, & we will be together again, keep my heart safe with you! Yr girl always shell xxx

the day we went to town bought your suit 2 take me to dinner. You looked so handsome all dressed up, no head as you hated your photo being taken now i wish i'd done it anyway! i miss u so much!! xx

Dean my guy, it so hard without u. i miss yr smile, tha wide eyed grin. The sweet 'i love u'. U textd 2 me. I miss our cuddles2. Those big brown eyes, i woke up 2 cuddled in2 u. I miss yr laugh, yr stories told, everytime u held me close. I miss u more + more each day, jus watching time jus slip away. Nites r endless, ...days r 2, i'm lost without u babe. i miss u so much, i love you. lv yr girl always shell x

Brought together for a reason, Fate to find each other, Found my soulmate, A love so true. My heart, my love, my world was you! Lost without you, dont know what to do, Pain 2 much, i so missing you. 2 short a time i had with you, but a lifetime of love i felt for you. my heart is gone, my soul is 2, Flown with the angels, gone with you. your girl, i'll stay, till i'm there with you!

You my babe, were amazing in every way ...you lit up my world and made it complete. Nights go by so slowely, Days drag on & on, Missing you gets harder, My knight in shining armour, My soulmate, cus you've gone. You were my world, My babe, my guy, I'll always be your girl, From now until the end of time, My heart remains with you. So keep it safe, my babe, my knight, Untill the day does come, Where i can join you there, for eterinity in the stars above, With you my dean, my love.

I am I and you are you, whatever we were to each other that we still are. Speak to me in the easy way which you always used. Why should I be out of mind because I am out of sight? Life means all that it ever meant, it is the same as it ever was.